Dying of Hearts

Its the day & night of guiltiness,
which small wrongs ends a dreaming heart..

Its a day of bright sun as usual,
everything seems planned n ready to go.
However with little wrong of understanding,
everything came to a disaster..

Plans were made but its seems out of course,
the dreaming heart came to an end of sorrow on today..
Negative grows stronger than its positive
its breaks everything and disobey the laws

Heart were pumping but veins n artery weren't obeying..
Of this the hearts stops, oxygen and brain malfunctioning
It jammed for quite sometime..
With hope....or With beliefs..

Everything came to an end whereby the dreaming heart are no longer hunger for a dream
It bites, it cracks n it hurts
And everything end today, tonight

Argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! This Won'T be the END!

Wanting to be myself again~

Finding myself back,
Back to Square 1,
Back to here i belong,
Back to where everything haz just started..

Even if this make me naif or childish,
Its better than living in worry or despressness.
This is what i am, and what i wish.
I wish this changes can still make frenship goes on.. HAha..
I wish to stop those stupid feelings,
Just play around & follow everything that goes by..
Study to achieve good result,
PLaying to know more frens,
Thinking to make changes...

In life, changes do occur in us.
Maybe not now but sometime in the future..
Either good changes or bad, it jz do happen..
So, lets jz keep those good & throw away those bad/con..

Why i want to find back myself?
Coz i got a little too far from the road i should walk,
A little to the side, so i'm making it straight again..
Learning to communicate with others,
Observe new things and be back with my buddies..
Man, nowaday i'm far from my buddy..
I need to struggle to get it back..
"CHARGE!!!" We die to live a better day, We die to save our loves one, We die to see a better future, And we die to save others..
LEt's love & mercy fill our heart~ Be to the helpless & needy... -.-lll
Haha, a little away from my topic^^
OK> Back to topic..

Live my life once more,
PLay with happy,
Laugh with True Feelings,
Stop being an actor for someone,
Be a oneself n only me is me..
I'm DaryL..

Talking on Friendship~

Friendship talks on belief and trusting,
Its not of betraying or backstabbing jz of ur own sake,
Don't you try to betray the holy bond of friendship..
God sees everything..

Never ever.. Judge a person just of her/his appearance, or her/his doing.
Never should we do that.
We should see into what lies in the heart & soul,
That's what make they are today,
And for most people,
Who may have did bad things to ur friend,
Please think over and do confest if u really did something bad..
Don't let it be kept in ur heart and conseal in a box of regret, whereby in the future u regret of doing it..
God is looking at u..

And frens,
We are as frens to help when someone of us is facing problem,
Lay out ur hand to help,
Jz like what other ppl may have helped u when ur alone n mistress..
You'll bring light for that someone..
And that makes you save a person soul from eaten of by depress..

Lastly,
Maybe sometime she/he may act strange,
But there's always a reason behind it,
So please..
Care for them, be with them and help them when they needed you the most..

This is what a frenship is to me, n i wish it will be the same for u all as well..
"God Bless Our Friendship"

难道。。。是吗？。。。不可能吧？！

似乎怕了一件事。。。
难道真的会发生吗？
吃回头草这件事是不可能的吗？
莫非我还是没把她忘记。。。
不过这几个月我已经很少很少想起她了。
为什么现在有又有当初“那个”感觉呢？
记得当初为了把她忘记了，我费了九牛二虎之力。。。
很少跟她说话，很少遇见，遇见了，
只带微笑而过。。。

为何？！
天啊，为什么如此残忍的让我会想起那伤情，
让我们又起了一波浪，很难平伏下来，
我。。。我做错了什么了吗？
难不成因为我努力，
我勤劳，
我珍惜友情，
享受接下来的生活，错了吗？

我想忘了。。。
忘了她，虽然心虚，口是心非地说着，不过我真想忘了。。。
麻醉自我，过每一段接下来的人生，
享受现在神明付与我的孤寂生活，
尽情玩乐，就如此每一段简简单单的生活。
就这样，我也。。。认了吧！！。。。

Story Of the TenBrother

Brothers'

Ya, we once were..


Back in the year of 2005, we meet together and play together though we are of different school, different lifestyle, different size n shape..:D

That is the time where we spent the whole school day playing & talking..The childish of us make us not to worry of the event in school jz what we care of is talking, playing & still playing..

We joined in the same uniform body and train ourself well in this club,we participate in every activity that was organize,the laughter from frens make this activities more than a simple activity to us, it creates a bond between us all.. This is a bond of great frenship..

Laughter and sadness is share among us all,
no nothing is kept as a secret in our heart, the secret had spill out on itself. As time goes by, it was the second year of schooling..
We were separated into different classes.. But still, we played together..
Its like north pole and south pole so far apart but with great bond among them, this bond create great frenship among us and had later form us into a group of 10 with the name "TenBrother".

As likely, quarelling do exist between us brother. But we tried to avoid some of it. By believing in one, we manage every quarelling time into time to know more about ourself. We try to be of someone good & better from now. Then, time goes by again...

It was Form 3 now, the year of desperate & challenging..
We had to fight for our PMR result, with bravery n wise.. We try to spend time studying together.. BUT!, brother together studying??!! I've learn nothing..=.=lll.. I jz learn a lot of new jokes.. HAha, that was not bad 2!! So, some of us study on their way, studying alone & some with groups.. I was the one alone, its hard for me to study with frens coz i can hardly concentrate...:D

Well, time for PMR.. We tried our very best.. Some subject were easy, some were really hard.. Waht!! Our teacher cheat us saying it was easy.. Man!! Luckily i manage.."Phew".. My frens? They were not bad also, and some even did better than i do.. So, PMR pass along jz like that.. bringing away our aims & nervousness.. So, no aims after PMR was really a boring life.. We don't know what we're going to do next... We got no other aims.. So history goes back to Form 1, we played day & night.. BBQ together, outing together & gaming together.. Man! Those days were fun!!..

On the last month of 2007, one of our brother decide on transfering to a new school. Though sad but we still meet each other frequently..Wanna know y? Coz he jz live outside our school.. Haha, cool rite? Jz like we never even separate yet. So, every few months, we meet together once more.. On ocasion like birthday party, reunion or BBQ fun!! Being together with frens is jz really fun, we talk on new thing, new discover & much more..Here, our bond of frenship is still strong, but sometimes, certain matter jz cause our bond to be lossen.. Maybe small fight among brother & even among frens.. Man! where's our believe among brothers!? Have you all 4got of it? Some brother may have follow with his own frens living some of us behind, but come to think of it.. We shouldn't take over one's freedom to make new frens.. But we were back on again after sometime.. Funny & hard to believe? Believe it..(Monk3y's, Believe it or not?)

So this year, we try to combine all our soul back again.. We visited our brothers house during festival, outing and gaming.. Jz like b4.. Ya, wish it last 4ever!!.." TenBrother RuleS"

L0v3 & Lik3??!!

What does love means?

What does like means?

Does it really make a difference?

Who cares about love & like...

If you really do have the feeling towards him/her,

Jz go for it, don't take a step back & thinking of u might fail..

This is a "Test of courage"..

Take your chances while you still can,

He/She won't wait for you. Take your opportunity and strike till the end,

End your story with some happiness,

Never end it with sorrow and regretness..

Trust yourself, never try to give up halfway behind.

Never follow my footsteps for once i had done before,

Nothing will happen of change if you don try to make it happen.

Good luck in all your love life,

Trust in yourself in success.

Even if you fall, jz stand back up, be optimistics,

You can still have another chance, but you gotta earn it yourself,

Lastly,

Stand up from where you fall!!
Never give up!

Monk3y trust you, Peace..

Monk3y

Once in the deep deep island,
With only the light from the moon,
There live a monkey,
Monkey with a body like human,
Has the characteristic of caring like human,
It has later become the king of all monkey,
Since the day, It is known as the Monk3yBeast..

This story was told by an ancient monk,
Face like a beast,
Tail is seen on his hips,
Look old but still a spirit of a young boy,
He craft the story of the Monk3yBeast on the wall of a cave,
This story is later passed down from generation to generation,
And after it passed on to the 72th generation, born a new generation monkey, it has the skill of using cloud as transport, a golden stick which can change its length, fur on its body that can mystically transform into anything. This is the new born monkey named "Sun Wu Kong"..

Using its skill on the good site,
It made glory for the monkey race,
This has also bring a little ego for the Monkey,
He did many unforgiven crimes and had immersed flame to the Jed Emperor, the Jed Emperor call forth his group of army to forseek n capture him, but as the Monkey power grow, the army was no longer a trait for him.. He made more crimes and lately anger the Buddha. The Buddha punished him on to a '5 finger mountain'..

After 500 yrs has passed, the 5 finger was gone n the seal was released. After this loneliness n dreadful 500 yrs, the Monkey rage has risen and wishes to take the world into chaos.. By luck of this time, De Monk3yBeast came to him. With the caring, understanding & advising to the Monkey, it finally give up his revenge & has agreed to do the best for the monkey race & may the story of the Great Monk3yBeast be pass on even to forever.

This, is a story of "Big Fiction". Jz part of my imagination..:D
There maybe a lot of wrong words, sorry bout that..
Well, its jz a little something special to let people who was born in the Monkey year to be proud to be a monkey... :D