Moment to break from reality.

I needed some peace in mind. Some place i can let out, or some place i could at least stop thinking, some place to be alone. It pains, it hurts. The struggle, the anxiety, tore me from what i am. 
Haaa!! WTH! I shouldn't fall where i shouldn't got in in the first place.  

最放不下心的〜

明明已经碎掉了的水晶，如今一片一片的，一个一个的浮现在我脑海里。她，真的越来越漂亮，越来越可爱。仿佛现在她就在我身边，可以让我疼，可以让我抱。真想她，还想她。

故事虽灭了，心还没停。爱...

Selfishness. Uncertainty. Pain. Changes.

Never thought selfishness would get to the top of me. Even if it means for the best though people won't mind. But my clear thought and vague relationship aren't going to allow myself to pursue her, this I'm clear and preventing.

Its harsh and crystal-cracking when someone you believe, just leaves you. With blurriness and uncertainty. That... I wont want it again, and i wont let it happen again. Its time for a re-revolution and start learning from a prefect role-model. You are who you are but it ain't going to take you up the stairs if you never wanted to learn to fly or climb. Peace to today. Charge to the coming days. With changes, the best day could come :)